A Night In the Life of a Blue and Green Eyed Girl

The time is 7:56 p.m

the dorm is quiet

no sound but a dropping pen.

The clock strikes9

and the dorm is a buzz.

It is Friday night in the city of Scranton.

The university girls must get ready to go.

From house to house the students travel, 

traveling in search of a haven for the night.

By haven no safe place is meant at all,

this haven is simply a place for them all.

With purses in hand and make-up perfected

girls travel in flocks 

towards their destinations.

And in these havens and final destinations,

the alcohol flows like blood through a vein.

The smell of weed fills the party scene quick

but it soon masked by the crowd packing in.

Everyone is so close you find it hard to breathe,

but you bump into people and then you start to speak.

It's the easiest way to meet someone new,

but the end of the night is drawing near.

Numbers are exchanged and the journey home begins

with new friends in tow and memories sinking in.

The dorm door closes and you gush details to your friend

as you settle in bed right

knowing this will all happen again the following night. 

As you drift off to sleep in the alcohol coma

you dream of that boy and imagine the next night.

The following morning you meet up with your friends,

exchanging stories and details and tonights plans.

You keep looking at your phone wondering if he'll text you

when finally he does the relief sets in.

You have a new love interest for the weekend 

and maybe the next one too.

Life of the Party- A Rocket to the Moon

If they're on you like a tattoo
They're watching every move that you're making
You're blue eyes were white lies
I thought you were mine for the taking
But you punch my lights out

Now you're free to be
The lonely life of the party
Go, you'll see
Let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

Never shoulda told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turned me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry, just you wait and see
But let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

You puzzle like a jigsaw
You love me, now we don't fit together
I used up my last straw
I thought I would drink you forever
But now you're my last call

Now you're free to be
The lonely life of the party
Go, you'll see
Let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

Never shoulda told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turned me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry, just you wait and see
But let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

I know why you set the trap
I know why you dress in black
Flies in your web tonight

I know why you beat the rap
Some day you'll be crawling back, crawling
You'll be crawling back to me, yeah

I never shoulda told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turned me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry just you wait and see
But let's get one thing straight

Never shoulda told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turned me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry just you wait and see
But let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

Never shoulda told you that I fell in love
'Cause you turned me right around
And threw me down and now I can't get up
You'll be sorry just you wait and see
But let's get one thing straight
You're gonna regret you left me

Crawling back Together

So hold your head high gorgeous,
People would kill to see you fall,
In the dead of the night they can’t hear you screaming
You swear revenge, against them all.

So stay strong beautiful,
It won’t matter it they think less of you here,
But you cry by the window when wishes in moonlight don’t come true
Doesn’t mean you have to fear.

So never take the words he said to heart darling,
He has no idea what he meant,
To you it meant a life time,
To him, a lie worth less than a cent.

So don’t drown yourself in what you call medicine honey,
It will only do you harm,
because you never got drunk enough to get him off your mind.

So don’t believe you will never amount to anything sweetie,
You truly have no idea what your worth,
I see what you’re trying to hide from me,
I understand how much you’re hurt.

So don’t be afraid to crumble love,
Have you even forgotten who you are?
You walk around thinking you aren’t beautiful,
The truth could never have been more far…

So when you forget about him,
Don’t regret the pain you felt,
It’ll only make you better
And you’ll know how to play the hand you’re dealt.

So Hold you head high gorgeous,
Show the world your fine,
Don’t give in to the heartache,
Because People would kill to see you fall…

Author Unknown

only for that one friend...

80 proof is no excuse, an apology so insincere. out of your mouth you sing out loud for everyone to hear (and i heard).but in my own defense i feel i've been more than patient. the one thing that i can't stand is the fact you show no remorse or class enough to own up to this mistake (it's your mistake).words fell short as your lies grew stronger and through it all i always loved him. when you think things are getting better, remember we're best friends for never.because of this i'm so much stronger. it took a while but i moved on, so when you think things are getting better, remember we're best friends for never.don't initiate a conversation that instigates a confrontation. i've found a new best friend in hatred that says that it's too damn late to save this. you're so good at making bad decisions, but even better at burning bridges. knowing everything that i know now, i'd never put the fire out. i'd rather watch you choke on the smoke from the flames until i know that only ashes remain.words fell short as your lies grew stronger and through it all i always loved him. when you think things are getting better, remember we're best friends for never.because of this i'm so much stronger. it took a while but i moved on, so when you think things are getting better, remember we're best friends for never.when i gave an inch you'd take the mile. if i gave it, you'd take it. you claim to be the story and that's all you'll ever be - just a page in your own diary, that ain't that great to read.words fell short as your lies grew stronger and through it all i always loved him. when you think things are getting better, remember we're best friends for never.because of this i'm so much stronger. it took a while but i moved on, so when you think things are getting better, remember we're best friends for never (remember we're best friends for never)

rain<3

it's raining so hard outside

i sit on my bed staring outside my window

you call me and tell me to come outside

your standing there

and you pull me out into the grass

we spin in the rain

i feel amazing

like nothing can possibly go wrong

the rain falls down my face like tears

and you wipe them away from my eyes

we stop spinning and you look into my eyes

you tell me everything is okay

and that you love me

you pull me so close and we kiss

it feels like were the only people in the world

and my heart races every moment we're together

i love you and i know thats exactly how i feel

i just don't know how to tell you

i've never felt this way before

and i don't want to make a mistake

so i'll keep it inside for now

but one day i will tell you how i feel

i just hope you feel the same way

for now we can dance in the rain

and fall in love with eachother

just know i will always be here for you

no matter what

more than a best friend

she's my best friend

she knows everything about me

she's practically my sister

she knows when something is wrong

even when a smile is on my face

through my worst times

she stuck by my side

she changed who i am

not in a bad way

but in a way only a best friend could do

she made me more confident

she made me believe in myself

she always tells me i deserve the best

even when i feel horrible

i can cry to her and not be judged

i can be completely wrong

but she'll still take my side and fight with me

she's my other half and my confidant

she understands me better than any other person

and i would be lost without her

she's always by my side

and we can tell eachother anything

even though we're not together all the time

we talk non-stop so it makes up the distance

she's more than just a best friend

she's a sister to me

and i wouldn't have it any other way

i love you biff

b.d+m.g

~superspies est. 2008~

pushin' it

i feel the sweat running down my face

i feel my muscles tighten

my arms feel like lead weights

i have no strength to keep going

only six miles done

still another four to go

i can do it

breathe deep and push hard

i pick up my feet

i feel like im moving faster

pull my back up straight

and feel the breeze hit my face

take another deep breath and keep pushing

push harder than before

the last mile is gonna be the hardest one

it's all in the workout

i know i need to finish this

i can't stop i need to keep going

there's time for rest later

runner's mentality takes over me

i clear my mind

start thinking about how good it feels

my muscles are getting stronger

my arms are pumping harder and tighter

i can feel the pounds drop off

in little drops of sweat

the sun is beaming down

its the hottest moment of the day

but i take it all in

the sun wakes me up and i push harder

only a mile left

i'm almost done

give it another 7 minutes and i'll be done

i see the end in my head

i feel the exhaustion setting in

i can't let it beat me

i see the finish line

i'm gonna finish this

go hard and never stop

i hear my coach yelling kick it now

i sprint i feel it in my legs

but i'm gonna finish strong

i sprint and i finally make it

i didn't stop i pushed on

never cheat on your workouts

the feeling is too good when you don't cheat